i wake and i sleep

Write down the first sight, sound, smell, and sensation you experienced on waking up today. Pick the one you’re most drawn to, and write.

As I slowly opened my eyelids, the only thing that registered in my mind was the white ceiling of my room. I slowly stretched in my bed, trying to wake my body while at the same time cuddling my pillow and blanket, trying to fight that conflicting feeling of waking up or falling back to sleep.

I can only hear the creaking of our black, metal double-deck bed. Yeah, I sleep above while my brother sleeps below. It feels good sleeping in an elevated area. Somehow, I feel like i’m near the heavens.

The morning smelled like rain. I know, it’s quite weird. But yeah, the morning smelled like rain. Not of fried eggs or bread, or coffee. Just that.

The air was cold. My bed was comfortable. And cold. So I hugged my pillows, covered myself with the cool feel of the blanket. Armed with the nicest sensation we all feel on a cold, early morning, I went back to sleep.

And later, I woke up, just like any ordinary day.

our love was lost

Out from the subconscious, Temper Trap’s Love Lost played in my head. Thus the title.

And suddenly I remembered, I lost my phone. And my mp3 player. I think i’m not in the mood to write about such an unfortunate event. But I need closure. One thing I realized though: life is temporary.

Goodbye taking photographs for my blog, goodbye twitter-ing during boring classes, goodbye listening to music on long jeepney rides. I think I can’t survive everyday life without an ounce of music drumming my ears. Oh well.

Sidenote: Temper Trap will be here tomorrow. I cannot come though. But if any of you pity me so much, free tix for the concert and airbus fare would be highly appreciated. HAHA

P.S. Don’t tell my parents about the phone.

And I’d just like to say how beautiful the moon looked tonight. 

black sheep wall

What do you display on the walls of your home — photos, posters, artwork, nothing? How do you choose what to display? What mood are you trying to create?

I display any cut-outs I find interesting. Usually things I find from a magazine. I post wrappers too (yeah, I love food). No particular theme or anything. In fact, I do not choose them. I just put whatever I find cool. Haha.

Mood? Well, I’m trying to put up an adventurous mood although it kinda ended up like some ramble of all sorts. It’s not finished though. I occasionally add new things. I plan to fill one side of my wall with postings. Hoping my parents won’t mind.

In front of me are shit stuff posted on my white wall and I’d like to share ‘em with you. So, I will try my best to enumerate them below, although not all, it might be too long. Lazeh!

backpackers on a snowy mountain

a burger

three clocks labeled individually with tokyo, london, new york

a silver mercedes benz sports car

a wrapper of hershey’s milk chocolate

a wrapper of kit kat

tiny pseudo movie posters of x-men, pirates of the carribean, cars 2 and kung-fu panda 2

a poster of the UK TV show sherlock

a door labeled with ‘sound proof room’

cd’s and players

an animated picture of a bunch of kids inside a yellow car

a McDonald’s green apple float

a marina with yachts

a plane

cut-outs of words and phrases like: kill boredom, a powerful experience, the sky’s the limit, the graffiti wall, bacon letters and tomatoes, let it rock, what the ****!

and other random stuff.

we’re only young and wild and free

What song is stuck in your head (or on permanent rotation in your CD  or MP3 player) these days? Why does it speak to you?

Youngblood by the The Naked and Famous. Because it makes me think of drinking booze until I drop. Of going on long rides at midnight with nothing but loud music spilling the roadways. Of lying on dirty grounds on mountaintops doing nothing but staring on the glittery blanket above until I fall asleep. Of going on picnics in beaches or rivers or beside a waterfall eating good food. Of going to concerts, shouting and swearing. Or maybe smoking weed with friends? Or surfing. Or skydiving. Or whatever sounds fun. Geez, I sound like a lost soul. Carpe Diem, it is. Cause it’s summer (here)! After all, we’re only young and wild and free.

Man. Because he sacrifices his health in order to make money. Then he sacrifices money to recuperate his health. And then he is so anxious about the future that he does not enjoy the present; the result being that he does not live in the present or in the future; he lives as if he is never going to die, and then dies having never really lived.

The Dalai Lama, when asked about what surprised him most about humanity

blog blog blog

Why do you blog?

Because I am bored.

Because it’s fun to find new people who blog too.

Because penning down thoughts is quite therapeutic.

Because I feel good when I get to connect with people.

Because I get to discover people who are weird. I like weird people.

Because blogging feels like singing in front of a crowd. It’s exhilarating. Yeah!

Because it’s good to see how people agree with you, how people feel the same way as you do.

Because blogging feels like traveling. You get to go places. See places you thought never existed. For free!

Because, because I am the wizard of ooh’s and ah’s and fa-la-la’s, yeah, the Mr. A to Z, they say I’m all about the wordplay. LOL.

Because, I dunno, I just want to.